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[Saturday January 23rd, 2010 at 1:17am] The things that you do not know must make you insane. So if you want to know, you know what to do.   Friends only. Comment to be added. New entries below. I made some entries public, but most are friends only. 10 riders|go for a ride

[Monday December 26th, 2005 at 9:15pm] Dear Friends List: No hard feelings towards anyone, but I just don't know who to trust anymore. Fuck livejournal. I wish I'd never found this site. Be well everyone. -Carrie 3 riders|go for a ride

contact info update [Thursday November 17th, 2005 at 10:07pm] If you need/want to email me, don't email me at my AOL email address. Use lostmyselfagain@comcast.net until further notice. Oh, my AIM and Yahoo names are still the same. go for a ride

[Tuesday October 11th, 2005 at 11:56pm] Go ahead and keep me on your friend's list so you can run back and Miss Innocent exactly what I post about. There are two sides to every story you two-faced assholes. I'm the delusional one? I'm the liar? I'm the whore? Well, if it gets her through the day and she comes out rosy in the end, let her say what she will. Although note, who's talking shit about who? Where are all my posts whining about her? Oh right. They don't exist. Being the bigger person pays off. 9 riders|go for a ride

[Monday October 10th, 2005 at 5:23am] By the way, I have a stat counter too. As does Amy. Obsession isn't healthy. 5 riders|go for a ride

umm. [Thursday September 15th, 2005 at 8:08pm] Sept. 15, 2005 — Authorities are investigating the disappearance from a New Jersey bioterror research lab of at least three mice carrying a deadly strain of plague. Sources say FBI agents and bioterrorism experts have interviewed and polygraphed employees at the University of Medicine and Dentistry in Newark, N.J., the location of the lab run by the Public Health Research Institute, a leading center for research on infectious diseases. The mice have been missing for approximately two weeks. Okay, I know the hurricane has dominated the majority of recent newscasts, but SHOULDN'T THIS HAVE BEEN MENTIONED SOONER? ( the article ) 2 riders|go for a ride

[Friday September 2nd, 2005 at 1:36pm] Oxygen is donating a dollar to assist victims of the hurricane. There is a lot of traffic at the site which isn't surprising, just keep trying. http://speakup.oxygen.com/campaigns/neworleans/register/ 8c6a958cc4e3f4da5d0e15ff8f5e1cc9/ go for a ride

[Sunday July 24th, 2005 at 11:00pm] OH MY GOD SIX FEET UNDER AND OH MY GOD QUEER AS FOLK     1 rider|go for a ride

[Saturday July 23rd, 2005 at 8:42pm] Could anyone not using IE6 take a look at my layout and tell me if it looks fucked up. For some reason, firefox makes any layouts I make look like hell. 8 riders|go for a ride

[Saturday July 23rd, 2005 at 7:01pm] Spoons - Caroline Harvey When they found your body... we scattered. I left New York with forty seven bucks in my boot. The same boots I where when I am forced to fight. The same bad ass boots I'll be wearing when they bury me, cause all bitches go into heaven but we gotta bust down doors to get inside. The day I found out you wear dead I tattooed the word 'move' on my wrist. I wanted to get 'stay'... but I figured since you were already gone, it wouldn't do me much good so I got 'move'. You see, we were addicts, with needles locked and loaded. Arms like bullets jammed in the barrel and backfiring, backfiring, backfiring. BANG! I would slip into sobriety, try to eat, but the spoon's burnt black from batches of heroin, bent like question marks, asking me... "what can you stomach today?" September 21st, 1994 Your beautiful, boy body had become a brown haired pile of bones and teeth. The men who murdered you were users I used to... use with. Men I kissed and called friend. But I learned early, that when you're hungry for a drug, friend is just some shit you say so someone will feed you. They were blind and wreckless for another taste so they killed you for a fix... dumped you somewhere ugly... figured nobody would find out, but your body remained like a careless fingerprint left as the quiet indictment of our broken lives that maybe I should have tattooed 'stay' cause I stayed quiet for years. The same kind of quiet you find when there's a secret held between two bodies, pressed together like spoons, bent like question marks, asking... "is this alright?" How long does it take for a body to decompose? The day they printed your obituary, I changed my name and never said yours out loud again. You are the secret I have worn instead of skin. You are the reason I still need my boots cause I've kicked habits bad enough to kill most people, but I can't kick this memory and until then I figure it's not gonna do me much good to stay... so I just move. 2 riders|go for a ride

[Wednesday July 20th, 2005 at 10:18am] I just wanted to say thank all of you who commented on my last post regarding the way I handled with the situation I was faced with Saturday night. It makes me feel really good and I definitely appreciate the praise. Have a good Wednesday everyone. :) 2 riders|go for a ride

[Tuesday June 21st, 2005 at 4:06am] question: What kind of sites are out there to showcase your personal photography and art? DeviantArt is a pain in my ass.. I just wasted an hour trying to put shit up on that site. 3 riders|go for a ride

[Wednesday May 18th, 2005 at 2:16am] HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL <3 1 rider|go for a ride

[Tuesday April 26th, 2005 at 2:55am] This phrase makes NO sense: "You want to have your cake and eat it too" Well if I HAVE a cake, of course I'm going to eat it. What else would I do with it? Look at it? Let it grow mold? Throw it away? </random> 3 riders|go for a ride

[Tuesday April 19th, 2005 at 6:03pm] Payback is a bitch. Right, cunt? 4 riders|go for a ride

[Wednesday April 6th, 2005 at 1:12pm] and I think it's gonna be a long, long time til touch down brings me round again to find I'm not the man they think I am at home oh no no no   I just downloaded Tori's cover of Rocketman by Elton John. Holy fucking christ. This is how music is supposed to be.   go for a ride

[Sunday April 3rd, 2005 at 3:25am] Pope died. I wonder how long this will be on every TV channel I turn on, and every website I go to. I guess this is like a big tragedy to a lot of people, but damn, I just don't want to hear about it. 2 riders|go for a ride

[Thursday March 31st, 2005 at 9:32pm] in you I see dirty in you I count stars in you I feel so pretty in you I taste god in you I feel so hungry in you I crash cars we must never be apart Dan gave me a little USB data stick that he burned a bunch of mp3s on. I plug it into my USB port and nothing happens. Hmm. 8 riders|go for a ride

[Thursday March 31st, 2005 at 4:51pm] Holy shit. I've seen every single episode of Six Feet Under and Queer as Folk. Both shows are ending after their fifth seasons. The L Word is good, but goddamnit, something equally addicting better be in the works. 4 riders|go for a ride

my new camera [Wednesday March 30th, 2005 at 3:44pm] ( camera features ) 1 rider|go for a ride

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